How long can you survive?

A lot has happened during the past month of my summer break. I tried to look for a job and I decided to take up tuition jobs again so I can earn money in the long term, because school is sucking so much out of me. Another thing, I don't have enough money to pay my school fees and the school didn't let me check my results on Monday. Still don't know how badly I've scored and honestly too pre-occupied to care. Pay from tuition is only gonna come in at the end of June so I need to figure this out soon if not I can't do my course registration!!!

Now trying to work on my artist identity and I've become more and more indecisive the past year, it's getting annoying. Can't decide on anything and not sure what I want either.

Now I'm apparently in a cold war with my entire family except my sister, who's not staying under the same roof. I am literally living among bombs that might go off anytime and I can't solve this shit because no one wants to read my apology/declaration of love letter. 

Such ordeals could have broken me a long time ago but I guess having gone through so much this year, I won't break that easily. The past 6 months were actually really stressful and too much for me to handle. 

Also, I am living on $50 for the month of June.