this year. maybe.

Finally brought my midori to school! (: But i realised the insert I want to use has all been used up so I need to get more ):


School is starting to be really hectic and there's a lot of work and they all demand so much effort. Last year I was still able to scrape through with a second upper without putting much thought into them but now I have to really get down to business. Sigh. I wish I was talented. I'm really hungry. Decided not to get dinner because I want to save money but I regret now T.T

I forgot what I wanted to blog about initially so I'm just typing shit.

My life is getting a little bit messy but little bit organised at the same time.



Oh right.



This year I am going to focus on my friendships. I want to be that person people would look back and say they wish they knew better, that person people would think about and feel their absence, that person whom people will have nothing but good things to say about. I know it's a lot to ask but one has to aim high to reach high. Been watching too many shows where people die and seeing so many people pass recently, I want to be a person whom people will miss and say I deserved more than this life span. I know I'm not a nice person and I'm trying to change but sigh, sometimes it's just so hard. Maybe change isn't the best thing...?

Well anyway, I want to do things for people. I've been trying to jio people out for meals and etc instead of waiting for them to come to me. I think I surprised quite a few people this week haha because they always used to be the one who will ask me and I somehow always cannot make it. I need to cherish people better. Not take them for granted. Treat them the way they should be treated.

Treat people better than how you want to be treated.