It's 4am and I'm back in school! Feels good to be back but honestly didn't really needed to be but I felt like I would be more productive here. Obviously not helping because I've been here for 2 hours and haven't done much drawings. Visual Comms mod is taking a toll on me because I am not very confident with my drawings (because they are really very bad) and I can't wait to transfer to digital drawing. Pencil drawings is really not for me. I need to try to get over this obstacle though because obviously I'll be needing to draw a lot. I need to learn how to draw. GAWD.
Sometimes I really think I should have gone to film instead. I would definitely feel more at home and comfortable there. But I keep telling myself that I am in school to learn and I need to put myself somewhere I am not entirely comfortable to help me learn new skills. The film students also keep asking me to join them (because bitches wants to do FYP with me because the other people kind of suck probably) and I am a little bit convinced. However since I've chosen to stay on, I'll stay on and fight this battle. Vis may not be the thing for me now, but hopefully I'll grow into it. Hopefully. I really want to do well. ):
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