All I know is we said hello, and your eyes looked like coming home.

Before I start with the next post, I just want to apologize for my previous post (and whoever it may seem like I'm talking about) because I was being a bitch. It was that time of the month and I was feeling pretty angsty.


Irritation accumulates. 

During my terrible mission, I discovered that the reason I've been so angsty and irritated and certain people is because my irritation for them and things they have done accumulated over time, and they never got resolved. I've never approached them to resolve the issue or I merely brushed the matter off; even small incidents that may not even seem significant. 

It's actually the same as when we meet a new person, and how we judge them mainly on the first impression they gave us. For strangers, the first impression is what we remember them as. For people we already know, we have a pre-conceived perception of them, so we don't really associate them with their daily behavior but we subconsciously take it into account. Even the smallest things they do which irritated us for a brief moment, it accumulates and one day it might overflow and we find ourselves being extremely intolerant of them. 

At least in my case. 

I figured that if I talked to them about what I was irritated at, it dissolves and the irritation goes away. But sometimes it seems like I'm being a whiny bitch for bringing it up so I don't and then the vicious cycle continues. 

So do anyone out there who hold grudges against me, please let me know. I can't promise I'll change but I'll try and at least you'll relief that little bit of irritation? 

Back to reality, I've been a terrible person. ): I lost my friend's friend which is also my friend. But I lost him. So I bought a new one but it's just not the same anymore. )': I feel really bad. Sigh.