Too heartless to tell you I don't care about you.

Three years ago, 

Something you did broke me. 

I lost faith in friendships, 

Never trusting anyone enough. 

That helped me gain a lot of friends, 

Acquaintances, more like. 

Too many for me to care about, 

Losing one meant gaining two. 

Three years down the road, 

Something you did healed me. 

I trusted more in people, 

I gave them all I have. 

But three years down the road, 

Someone else broke me. 

Not one, not two. 

But three of them did. 

I lost faith in not just friendships, 

But faith in humanity, in people. 

I don't know who are my friends, 

and who are my foes. 

I lost faith in everything; 

The people I used to know, 

The friends I used to have, 

The family I (used to) love. 

But I still blame you. 

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There is only one person left in this world, that has my utter and complete trust. Someone I would die for, someone I would put my life in their hands. Only because time and again this person has proven to be there for me. Time and again, this person has proven to be honest and truthful. Even when they had to lie, they were honest about it. Irony, isn't it? 

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When I’m nice to you, it doesn’t mean I like you. 

When I put in effort for you, it doesn’t mean I trust you. 

When I hold on to you, it doesn’t mean I love you. 

It just means I’m too tired to deal with what happens if I’m not nice to you; 

Too fed up to deal with what ensues if I don’t help you; 

Too heartless to tell you I don’t really care about you. 

It’s when I do everything for you, that is when you have to be afraid.