jacqiezhannack.

I am really, really, really sorry. I really wish I was there with you. I'm sorry for leaving you there alone to brave the hard work, leaving you there alone with people you're not close to, leaving you there with doubts in your heart. The next 15 days may be hard but I really hope you'll grow to enjoy it. We could have spent it together, could have known each other better. The doubts will go away, trust me. It pains me to hear you say those few words, it hurts to read your messages with forced smileys.

I hope you meant what you said.

Because I did. The doubts will go away.