What's it like to be in debt?

I think I can feel what it is like to be in debt already. Apart from the thousands of dollars I have racked up due to student loans, I also owe my parents about a thousand dollars and I have almost no money in my bank. Desperately trying to get my life in order but also trying to earn some money on the side is really hard. Fuck it, I just blew off a wedding shoot for $1.5k for a measly camp. Shouldn't have tied myself down. Also, another film dude asked me if I want to work with him on another film but like I need to get out and find a job but it would be so much fun as an Art Director. Decisions decisions. Also, unpaid internship for an entire month and I'm also trying to find a night job I think I am going to kill myself.


Blogging because I am waiting for my friend to pick me up but he is so slow. Never even reply my message. I have nothing to talk about.


EXCITED FOR PITCH PERFECT and finally meeting the gang again hehe. Just wished I had more time to spend with my friends.


Watched Malabar Princess at Alliance Française last night and had dinner at Table @ Pip's before that. The food there was good! The film was good too, it was quite a sad and touching story but they included comedy elements which was quite confusing for the heart. Glad to have the opportunity to watch it because the cinematography was not bad.


Moved out of hall yesterday and there is so much stuff. I think I brought my entire room there but I didn't think there would be this much stuff. And there is so much clothes??? Going back to school tonight so I have to crash at a friend's place. I don't like sleeping over at people's place because I feel insecure most times. All the time.


Yesterday I also attended a lecture on advertising by a guest lecturer at WKWSCI and I am so glad I went because I loved it. One hour was too short though and it's so sad that the faculty made it such that there is an incentive in order for people to go. Why can't we all just be genuinely interested in things. The turn out was rather small though but he was a really good lecturer and he got his points across very well and I learnt quite a bit in that one hour.