I've realized something about myself today. Was talking to a friend today and it hit me that I don't love places immediately. It applies to people and things as well but let's stay on track for a bit. There are so many people who often tells me that they are 'sian of that place already' or something similar. I don't really understand them sometimes because I am one who don't love a place immediately but I slowly fall in love (i like?) with something, slowly. For instance, I was asking a friend if he wanted to go back to school to do work, like we used to always do, because I felt like I could be more productive there and I'm used to working in that environment. I didn't like it initially and always looked forward to returning back to my room, but I slowly loved being there. He told me he was sick of that place already and I did not fully comprehend. How does one suddenly get sick of a place that you used to love so much? Okay, I understand a little but not fully. I grew to love going back to school to do my work, whether it be with friends or alone. I get less distracted there because I don't blog there (no comfort, I really only do blog when I am in my own room) nor do I tumblr. I also don't slack around and look for stupid things to do.
And I realise this is a part of me. Maybe it applies to lots of people too but I think I just found a part of myself today? I don't fall in love with things or people immediately like some people do, it's only after awhile that they start to grow on me and I start to love them more and more. There are it's pros and cons to it but maybe I should embrace this and not let it affect future decisions haha. This also means that falling hard for something initially is gonna end up really bad for me. Anyway, goodbye I'm gonna face my fiance now. My pile of never-ending work.
Also, here's a nice song that I'm feeling (:
Also, here's a nice song that I'm feeling (:
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