Hello

Omg I got 6 pageviews from Taiwan yesterday Siang can you stop being so obsessed with me?????

I'm kidding hehe. I love that I feel loved when I pretend you love me when you read more blog and I pretend you love reading my blog. I mean people in general.

So I had an eventful day/night yesterday and it was more than I could handle. I was and am still a little traumatized by it and I'm glad there were so many senior guys who helped to handle it in a more responsible way. I couldn't have got through it without them (although I don't really know them) and I'm really thankful for their presence last night/this morning. Girls would probably not have been able to handle it and I think guys in their twenties are actually somewhat pretty mature. Not all but these seniors were awesome. I am still not able to handle the fact right now but I'm going to try to get over it and wash my hands off it. I really do not want to get involved in any way and I hope ignorance is bliss. Really.

Apart from that, guys. I have made the comments section as simple to use as possible. You can leave anonymous comments or leave your name without email etc. So that people can talk to me. But seems like my fans don't like to interact with me ); Oops i mean friends hehe. I'm not putting a tagboard because there always seem to be a lot of spam and I don't know how tingz block hers out and I'm also too lazy and stupid to figure it out/delete them diligently.

Really tired now haven't had a properly sleep since 8am two days ago (pause for a few minutes to et me count because ADM kids cannot count). That's like.

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And under the influence of alcohol, I am even more tired. No sleep means the body cannot recover from alcohol means my liver is going to die means I am going to die.

Goodnight lovelies. <3

Edit:
Also wow can't believe I forgot my main point for this post. Am certainly too traumatized to do anything else.

Not sure if I still want to hold my party because it's so expensive and obviously I can't afford it so my parents are going to sponsor me (willingly). I feel bad and I'm doubting my intentions for it now because I initially didn't want anything?? Like why do I want to spend so much on my birthday. Why do I want to have so many people celebrate it with me. Do I really need this party? It'll be fun and all but I'm really tired now even though sem hasnt started. Not sure if I can pull off a great one. I need help and advice.