Merde.

Sometimes, people can fuck you up so much yet they are still someone you will never hate. And it's okay. It's okay, right?


I am this confused piece of shit. I have unfortunately picked up the bad habit of distancing myself from people once I feel like I'm getting close to them. There is this girl whom I have really great chemistry with and we were getting really close but lately I've been pushing her away and being a tad too cold. There is this guy whom I have gotten closer with but I am scared of being close to anyone so recently I've been very cold.

I am scared. I am scared of making friends. Being close to anyone anymore.

Can you help me get over this shit?



It's 3.30am and I am not feeling so well emotionally. I have been putting on a facade for far too long. I cannot be that nice person. I am an irritating bitch. Sorry guys.