Don't know what to think of it anymore. I hope I'm wrong.

I'm sorry if I thought wrong but this is really how I feel now. How I feel doesn't matter to anyone, but I just want to let you know, hopefully. 

Somehow I think you don't want to be associated with me anymore. It's not that hard to figure out why because I am a social retard and I am not a very nice person or have very good academic results and neither am I pretty nor am I rich, or whatever. I'm not the best person to have as a friend, not to say a best friend. But I thought what we had was true and forever, or maybe it's just me. The only thing I'm good at doing is being late and un-nice and troublesome and everything right. But relationships mean a lot to me. If I think I am your friend I will hold on to it forever, even if it means sacrificing making new friends or giving up having a better life. Guess I'm the only stupid one in this world who thinks that way now. 

I need to move on. The past is the past. 

But I can't bear to do the same to you because I know how much it hurts. 

But I guess life goes on for everybody. I just have to learn to deal with it. 

I just hope I was wrong from the very beginning. 

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...